WHAT IS THIS WHAT IS GOING ON WHERE AM I SOMEONE HELP I DON'T UNDERSTAND I THOUGHT I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON BUT NOW I FEEL LOST AND DISORIENTED I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO I AM WHERE DO I BELONG WHAT SHOULD I DO I'M ADRIFT IN A SEA OF CHOICES BUT I FEEL TOTALLY TRAPPED WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME IS THIS A BAD DREAM SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS OH LORD HAVE MERCY WHAT HAVE I DONE AH JEEZ I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN